- Chapter Five -

 

The Infinite

 

King Miland: What is Nirvana?

Nagasena: The question is wrongly put. How can a man describe all the interactions that ever have been and ever will?

 

- from The Questions of King Miland

 

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Whoever believes that the All is deficient is himself completely deficient.

- Jesus, from the Gospel of Thomas

 

Having examined in detail the manner in which individual things come into being, it is now time to turn our attention to the totality of existence. It is only by examining the nature of the totality that we can begin to understand Reality as a whole.

This, in turn, will enable us to resolve age-old questions concerning the origins of the Universe, the existence of God, and the meaning of life. More importantly, it will further the reorientation process by which the mind leaves behind its core delusions and begins to face the true nature of Reality.

In order to properly understand the totality, the student has to learn how to think non-dualistically. By this, I do not mean he has to cease using dualistic concepts altogether and enter a kind of non-dualistic realm, which is impossible for the human mind to do in any case. Rather, he has to learn how to stop seeking the Truth within a dualistic framework and instead skilfully manipulate dualistic concepts in a manner that generates a proper understanding of non-duality.

In my experience, this is a very rare skill indeed. The main problem is that most people have a strong vested interest in a particular dualistic belief. An obvious example is the Christian concept of God. Christians generally conceive of God as "other" - that is, as something separate from their own selves. They like to create this duality because (a) it enables them to preserve the illusion of their own egos, and (b) it enables them to think of God in an emotional manner; they can conceive of him as a kind of comfortable and secure presence in which their egos can find refuge. Any attempt to think non-dualistically would only undermine this dynamic. In effect, the Christian would have to dismantle his entire world-view, which is unlikely to happen, especially if he has spent many years establishing a lifestyle and an identity around it.

Christians are not the only ones at fault. Nearly all religious people are culpable, as too are most atheists and agnostics. The average atheist/agnostic is often just as rigid and content in his worldview as the Christian is, and fundamentally just as insane. Instead of worshipping God, he worships something just as unreal - scientific truth. The leading scientists have become his high priests, the scientific journals and books have become his bible, scientific materialism has become his religion.

Like a devoted disciple, he regurgitates the words of the high priests and chants the mantras of scientific materialism ("Ultimate Truth is unknowable", "everything is uncertain", "scientific knowledge is the only valid knowledge there is", "matter is the final reality", etc) as though they were the gospel truth. He himself has no idea whether these things are actually true; he simply takes them on blind faith. They have become the tenets of his new religion. And yet, just to compound the madness, he loves nothing better than to turn around and laugh at the Christians for being mindless sheep!

For the average atheist/agnostic, it is enough to reject the irrationality of supernatural religion. That is all that really matters to him. It is the extent of his drive towards truth. As long as he can contrast himself with the religious lunatics he sees around him and pretend that he is a rational human being, he is content. To push reason any further than this would be, for him, a sign of madness. Thus, he shrinks away from the realm of higher reasoning in the same way that a fundamentalist Christian shrinks away from the theories of science.

I will explore this issue in more detail later in the book, but for now I simply want to stress that in order to understand the wisdom of the Infinite, the student needs to learn how to go beyond both the religious and atheistic/agnostic mindsets. Both mindsets are locked within a limited branch of duality and need to be transcended. The belief in God and the belief in scientific materialism spring from the same well of egotism, and although the theist and the atheist love to castigate each other for their foolishness, in reality they are both as foolish as each other.

The main problem is that they are both equally spellbound by the delusion of objective existence. They believe that there really is a permanent physical world out there, one that is unceasingly solid and three-dimensional, a kind of unchanging spacious realm in which everything exists as a solid object, including ourselves and our minds. They do not see that the physical world is never anything more than a creation of the moment, a kind of momentary appearance that ultimately has no more substance than a dream. As a result, they remain blind to the true nature of the world.

The person who is spellbound by the delusion of objective existence instinctively believes that Ultimate Truth must reside in a created thing of some sort, whether it be in a physical event such as the Big Bang or a quantum fluctuation, or abstractly in a mathematical formula or a set of equations, or in a religious entity such as God. Or else he rejects the possibility of there being any created entity which can house the Ultimate Truth and thus rejects the concept of Ultimate Truth altogether (and thereby becomes an atheist or a nihilist). All of these cases involve the delusion of thinking that Ultimate Truth is to be found in an objective entity of some kind. If you wish to become enlightened and comprehend the Infinite, you need to learn how to transcend this kind of thinking altogether.

 

The Infinite

The Infinite is a term that refers to the totality of all there is. It is not a mathematical concept, but a philosophical one. It is a concept that embraces everything there can possibly be. There is not a single thing in existence which is not part of the Infinite. It is literally everything, including ourselves. And since there is nothing else beyond the Infinite, it constitutes Ultimate Reality. Sometimes I call it the Tao, at other times I call it God.

It is important to realize that since the Infinite comprises the totality of all there is, it is not any "thing" in particular. It is not a specific object or event of some kind. It is not a person, or a being, or a consciousness, or a force, or a spiritual essence. It lacks all form whatsoever, even the form of nothingness. We cannot point to it, or isolate it from the rest of existence, and say "there it is!" And yet there is never a time when we are not perceiving and experiencing it. It stands right before our eyes, in all its glory, in each and every moment of our lives. Only enlightened people, however, are awake to its true nature.

Although the Infinite is not any particular "thing", neither is it separate or distinct from the things of this world in any way. As an analogy, consider a lake of pure distilled water, which is comprised solely of water molecules. It is easy to see that a particular water molecule within the lake and the lake itself are two completely different things. And yet at the same time, there is no "lake" over and above the water molecules which form its body. The sum total of the water molecules is the lake.

Similarly, there is no "Infinite" over and above the finite objects which comprise it. The things we see around us are literally the Infinite. There is no hidden mystical realm that we have to seek. We only have to learn how to open our eyes and see what is already there.

 

The Illusion of Separation

Even though the Infinite comprises the totality of all there is, it would be wrong to think of it as a mere collection of discrete physical objects. It is a unity rather than a multiplicity. The Infinite is a seamless continuum of which all things are part. The boundaries that we subconsciously project onto it are not really there. Separation is ultimately an illusion. Everything merges into each other to form an uninterrupted process which has no beginning or end.

At what point exactly does a human being come into existence, for example? At the moment when the male sperm penetrates the female egg? When the conceptus is formed? A month after conception? The moment of birth? No matter where we decide to draw the line, it will always be an arbitrary decision on our parts. It will always be a construct of consciousness that we mentally project onto the proceedings. In reality, there is only a continuum. The human never really comes into existence at all - except as an illusion.

Nothing in the Universe has a beginning or an end. The causal processes that comprise a particular object cannot be separated in any way from the causal processes that comprise the rest of the Universe. It is our conceptualizing minds which arbitrarily carve up this continuum into "things". It is we who decide where one thing ends and another begins.

The way the mind delineates Reality into "things" can be compared to the way we delineate the earth s surface into lines of latitude and longitude. While these lines are obviously very useful for the purposes of navigation and measuring time and so forth, no one would dispute that they are mental creations and nothing else. It is simply our way of carving up the earth for practical purposes. The same applies to the existence of things themselves. We find it useful to carve up Reality into "things" and to treat these carvings as though they were real independent objects. As long as we never forget that the "realness" and "independence" of these carvings is an illusion of our own creation, there will never be a problem with our doing this.

But alas, people do forget and wars break out.....

The fact that all boundaries are illusory does not mean that Reality is merely a featureless, homogenous soup in which there is no differentiation at all. Instead, think of Reality as a kind of flowing stream in which eddies and bubbles and all sorts of weird and wonderful shapes are constantly being created. While these eddies and bubbles certainly exist to our senses and seem to possess boundaries, it is easy enough to see that if we were to alter our perspective sufficiently enough their boundaries would magically disappear and we would observe their lack of separation from the rest of the stream. Similarly, even though Reality is constantly differentiating itself into distinct forms, its sheer lack of boundaries dictates that these forms ultimately have no beginning or end, and ultimately no real existence.

 

Direct Experience of the World

At any given moment, our senses and minds experience a rich tapestry of colour, sounds, smells, feelings, emotions and thoughts. It is a complex tapestry composed of countless details, full of variety, ever-changing and yet always complete. It is like a fantastic work of art, far greater than any masterpiece created by man. The details are almost mesmerizing. No matter where one looks or how minutely one examines a single aspect of this tapestry, the view is always intricate and rich. Anyone with a developed aesthetic sense could never tire of gazing at its beauty.

Note that what we experience directly in any given moment cannot be disputed. For example, if we perceive what seems like a tree in a particular moment, then it becomes an indisputable fact that what we see in that moment is something which seems like a tree. It is impossible for this to be refuted in any way. Even the mere attempt to refute it would involve a tacit admission that one actually did perceive it. Of course, the additional question of whether the object concerned really is a tree and not an hallucination of some kind is open to debate, but that is a question which only arises after the initial perception. The existence of the initial perception itself is beyond dispute.

Similarly, the perception of contrasts between different objects also cannot be disputed - for example, the visible contrast between what seems like a tree and what seems like empty space surrounding the tree. This direct perception of contrasts is beyond the possibility of being an hallucination. It is real. And yet, at the same time, these contrasts are never anything more an appearance to us as an observer. The perspective that we create as observers is what allows these contrasts to come into being in the first place. They have no other reality outside of this.

A white cloud can seem sharply divided from the blue sky from our perspective here on the ground, yet if we were to zoom up to the cloud and try to establish where the boundary between the cloud and sky actually lies, we would not be able to do it. The seemingly sharp boundary would give way to a fuzzy continuum in which the cloud gradually thins out. Even the densest pieces of matter lack clear-cut edges when viewed from the molecular or sub-atomic perspective. This illustrates the more general truth that the boundaries and contrasts we perceive directly in the world are appearances only. They are entities which only exist to an observer with a particular kind of perspective. Outside of this perspective, they have no existence at all.

The contrasts that we perceive directly in the world obviously play a very large role in determining how we should mentally carve up the world into "things". So when I said earlier that the carving up process was an arbitrary one, I was using term "arbitrary" rather loosely. Even though the way we mentally carve up the world is arbitrary in the sense that we could easily choose to carve it up in a different manner if we wanted to, it is undeniable that there are ways of carving which seem more natural and practical than others.

For example, it is usually more natural for us to draw boundaries around a tree at the interface of its bark (or branches or leaves) and the surrounding space, rather than, say, at a line ten meters further out into space. It is more natural because the tree presents a natural outline due to the contrast between its dense molecular structure and the relative emptiness of the surrounding space. We generally find it more useful to think of the tree as consisting solely of the dense molecular part, as opposed to, say, the "dense molecular part + ten meters of surrounding space".

There are many instances, though, where this is not the case. Consider, for example, the boundaries of Australia. Although there appears to be a natural outline of Australia in the interface of its coasts and the adjoining seas, it is politically more useful to extend its boundaries further out to sea, thus enabling the Australian Government to patrol its coastlines and protect its interests more effectively. The strip of ocean between the coastline and this projected boundary is officially regarded as being part of Australia. Importantly, the widening of Australia in this manner is no more contrived or artificial than that of confining it to its coastlines. Whether one chooses to lay the boundaries at the coastlines or further out to sea, the process is exactly the same. In both cases, a mental boundary is cutting up what is essentially a causal continuum.

In the end, how we choose to carve up the world is not so much an arbitrary process on our parts, but one that is specifically determined by our goals and values. It is our desires and values which determine what goals we have, and, in turn, what kind of world we ultimately perceive. Hence the profound comment by the Buddha that "the world is created by desire".

A fundamentalist Muslim desires only the spread of Islam and because of this he lumps all non-Muslims into one box, as things that need to be wiped out. To him, all non-Muslims are the same. He doesn t differentiate between them. They are just undesirable clones to be killed. A Westerner, by contrast, does tend to perceive differences between people, whether they be Muslims or non-Muslims, and this arises out of his desire for individual freedom and a life of constant hedonistic pleasure, coupled with his lack of desire for idealistic solutions. In both cases, desire is shaping what they perceive and experience.

 

Categories

As soon as the mind projects boundaries around a perceived phenomenon and determines it to have a beginning and an end, the next thing it does is try to categorize it. It attempts to slot the perceived object into a pre-existing abstract framework which it has developed over the course of its lifetime. This enables the individual in question to quickly gain knowledge of what he is perceiving and to anticipate its behaviour. For example, he might spy a small brown object on the ground, which his mind automatically categorizes as a "leaf". In making this categorization, the individual is able to recall to mind the behaviour of leaves in general and allows him to conclude that the small brown object he perceives is likely to keep lying where it is. He can be fairly sure that it won t suddenly fly up and attack his throat, or attempt some other kind of threatening behaviour. He can even bend down and examine it to see if he can learn anything more about the behaviour and characteristics of leaves, and thus add another component to the abstract framework for future reference.

Creating categories has long been a major tool of survival for our species. Reducing the infinite complexities of the world to a manageable number of "things" allows our minds to create an abstract map of the world and thus enables us to respond to situations with greater skill and sophistication. It allows our reasoning abilities to extend far beyond the very rudimentary forms found in animals and provides the platform for the acquisition of hidden complex forms of knowledge, such as those explored by science and philosophy. It also makes complex social interactions possible and underpins the laws and moral codes of our society. In short, it has been an integral part of the creation of human civilization.

Despite its great value in a practical sense, abstraction also possesses the ability to blind us to what is ultimately true in life. Those who lose themselves in their abstractions without realizing they are doing so (and unfortunately, nearly everyone in the human race does this) quickly fall into the belief that their own abstract world is the only world there is, and in doing so they lose all contact with reality. An obvious example of this can be found in politicians who lose themselves in a world of "voters", "electorates", "policies", "party numbers", and so on. Other examples include scientists who become absorbed in a world of "energy", "forces", "stars", "particles", "species", "carbon cycles", etc; and fundamentalist Christians who are obsessed with "souls", "angels", "demons", "heaven", and the like. They all tend to forget that the abstract world they deal with on a daily basis is simply that - an abstract world.

They are not the only ones who do this, however. The average person on the street is guilty of it as well. He tends to lose himself in an abstract world of "self", "family", "business", "country", "football team", "friends", "enemies", "pleasure", etc. He too falls into the trap of thinking these things are real, even to the point where he is prepared to fight and kill over them. It is also the reason why the average person loves to indulge in mind-altering pursuits such as music, dancing, alcohol, drugs, sex, meditation, religious ecstasies and the like. He is looking for temporary relief from the conceptual prison that he normally lives in. The exhilaration that he feels when he partakes in these things is the exhilaration of escaping all the frustrations, worries and fears which relentlessly consume him in his abstract world.

It is part of the skill of the philosopher that he masters his powers of abstraction and does not allow them to swamp his mind and distort his perspective. He is in complete control of his conceptualizing mind. He is able to do this because he is not hampered by the egotistical desire to clutch at things for his security and identity. He no longer has any worldly purposes or goals, nor any attachment to a particular point of view, nor any vested interest in what happens in the Universe. He is entirely free to roam around at will, entering and leaving any abstract world he likes, never being fooled by any of it. He has broken the back of his own existence, as it were, and now enjoys the complete freedom of his infinite nature, a freedom that is beyond purpose.

 

The Essential Lie of Categories

It is said that Eskimos have forty different categories of snow, whereas we in the West have a mere half-dozen. So who is right? Are there really forty different types of snow? Or are there only a half-dozen? The answer is ultimately neither. If we wanted to, we could easily break up each of the forty categories that the Eskimos have devised into lots of smaller categories, in effect creating hundreds, or thousands, or even millions of different types of snow. Indeed, we could conceivably break down these categories forever and yet never reach an end. For at bottom, each of these types of snow is an illusion, a chimera created by our categories. No two snowflakes, or snowfalls, are ever alike. Each one is unique event, never to be repeated. The sheer lack of repetition here dictates that the categories of snow which we create, however useful they might be in our daily lives, ultimately refer to nothing real.

Similarly, the fingers at the end of our hands are part of the world of abstraction and hence an illusion. A finger is essentially an abstraction and nothing more. We might think that we are referring to a finger when we point to the end of our hand, but in reality we are not. What actually exists there is not a finger, but an ever-changing form that ultimately has no identity and no boundaries. Fingers, on the other hand, are static mental images that deviate from what is really there.

We can, of course, pick up a physical object, such as a leaf, and point to its various features and describe their functions. But even here, we are still only referring to abstractions. The various shadings of the leaf boil down to a handful of categories of colours; the aerodynamic properties boil down to engineering categories; the photo-synthetic properties boil down to chemical categories; and so on. Even when we point to an unusual feature, an oddity which is specific to the leaf in question, we are making use of standard categories pertaining to that particular species of leaf. It is impossible to get around the use of categories. We use them all the time, both in speech and thought. And it is through our categories that existence is created.

In reality, Nature is a continuous, ever-changing flow in which nothing ever really comes into existence. Our conceptualizing minds take a hold of this flow and create frozen images out of it, which we subsequently believe to be existing things. That our minds do this is also part of the continuous, ever-changing flow of Nature. Our minds have no choice but to create things in this manner. It is what it is caused to do. In this way, our minds are part of the creative process of the Universe. It is through our minds that things literally come into being. In a very real sense, we sit at the right hand side of God.

 

The Role of the Observer

Not only is the mind responsible for the frozen images that we call "things", but it is also responsible for the way we perceive the world in any given moment. I spoke earlier about how the contrasts between objects that we directly perceive in the world are largely dependent upon the perspective of the observer. We now need to take this a step further and see that the very attributes and properties which things appear to possess are also largely determined by the observer.

Consider the point of a needle, for example. From the naked eye, it appears shiny, smooth and sharp. Yet as soon as we place it under a microscope, the smooth, sharp point magically disappears and a wide mountainous terrain bearing an uncanny resemblance to the dull surface of the moon takes its place. So which appearance is the real one? Is the needle point really smooth and sharp? Or is it really a wide mountainous terrain?

From our ordinary human perspective, a large mountain such as Mt Everest appears to be a very solid and immoveable object. It almost seems timeless in its inability to change. Yet from the perspective of an observer for whom a million years of our time flashes by in a second, the mountain would appear to be very soft and fluid. So which is the real mountain? Is it hard and immovable, or soft and fluid?

If we were to change the structure of the human body so that it processed and interpreted the data streaming through its senses in a radically different way, there is little doubt that we would perceive a vastly different world. Take the experience of colour, for example. As we all know, each of the colours that we see in the world corresponds to a particular frequency of light. But if our brains were wired differently so that each colour corresponded to a different frequency of light, or if the brain decided to construct a whole new collection of colours in place of the more familiar ones, then our world would suddenly look very strange and different indeed.

In fact, it is conceivable that each person has his own particular colour scheme, each one unique unto itself and bearing no resemblance to anyone else s colour scheme. Subjectively speaking, there are probably an infinite numbers of ways to experience, say, the colour "red". The way I experience it probably has no resemblance to the way other people experience it. If I could somehow be transported into another person s consciousness, I would probably find the colours there to be completely alien to me. I cannot even begin to imagine, from the perspective of my own consciousness, what they would be like.

Clearly, then, the properties displayed by an object are greatly dependent upon the perspective adopted by the observer. If the observer s senses were suddenly structured differently, or if he suddenly changed his perspective, then the old familiar objects would suddenly appear very different. While our senses and our perspective are not the sole creators of what we perceive in the world - no one thing is ever the sole creator of anything - they are nevertheless integral to the existence of everything that we experience.

 

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